Ok God, you got my attention! I am listening now but I am a little dense so you need to be obvious! I need fireworks and neon lighted billboards and a swift kick in the ass and a slap in the face. Perhaps even all at once! The first go rounds with the "big C" didn't get me but apparently I didn't learn anything form it either. SO WHAT IS IT YOU WANT FROM ME??????? Yes, you do have to spell it out for me cause I DON"T GET IT!!!! I will see the surgeon again next week I know this is no big deal but I just don't understand what you want me to do with this???? I feel like a rat on a wheel! Let's ust donate my body to science and call it a day!
Give me back the body I had when I was 18 I will take better care of it. I want to dance, I want to run and I want to sing.
So, what's next? Who knows? Life will go on. I am so tired of trying to figure things out for myself will you please just make it happen!
I am waiting for the lightening to strike. I am going on 3.5 hours of sleep in 48 hours. So excuse me if I sound a little fed up! KILL ME or get on with the good stuff! I am tired of waiting!
Saturday
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